Siychie

I'm trying to convince myself to move on because I'm hurting. I'm desperately hanging on to  someone who can't return his feelings. I want to tell him how much I'm hurting..but by doing that I'll feel selfish. It would feel like I'm blaming him for my feelings. He said he'd date me if we lived closer to each other. He doesn't believe in long distance. I was trying to convince him that long distance was ok, with out him noticing me trying to convince him. I'm such a jerk. I'll move on and I will become stronger. I'll over come these feelings on my own. I'll do my best to protect my heart and not let it run wild as it has been. I don't want thi

I want to become a Youtuber and post videos. I want to make video's about gaming. I know there are gamer youtubers but how many of them are girls?? And not just gaming...I go to school for media arts and animation. I want to make animations and put them on there too. I want to show my skills through Youtube, gaming and animation skills. I will be working with my younger sister who wants to become a voice actor :P She's 13 going on 14 and shows potential. She's an awesome gamer and keeps me posted on games since I don't keep up. I don't know where to start...I'm making the logo...and I'm uncertain about the kind of recording system I'll be usi

So I started back for my second quarter at school ^-^ first project.....sculpture!!! LOL oh boy this is going to be something I got the clay its called Sculppy >.>. This is for my drawing and anatomy class. I decided to do a cat, well of course the teacher said only a four legged animal with not so much fur and not any reptiles. =.= I would have done a dino. Oh well I'm looking up cat anatomy, I'm having a little trouble drawing it, but I think I'll manage. If any one has any suggestions on poses or maybe few pictures that would be appreciated. Also  has anyone ever sculpted a cat? Is it easy? LOL. :P Wish me luck.